Yes, today that's is a very accurate heading. I suffer pretty bad with health anxiety. For those who don't now want it is its not hypochondria which is what a lot of people assume. Health anxiety is where you take an ailment or symptom that you are actually suffering and pretty much then obsess with every worst case scenario. It's not nice, you live in an almost permanent state of anxiety, checking and rechecking yourself to see if aforementioned symptom is any worse. It is exhausting and debilitating, not to mention a little bit embarrasing! Having said that, I resolutely do not deny I have it, that feels like I'm ashamed of my weakness and have to hide it. I would rather openly discuss it because then I have control of it not the other way around. Anyway, I'm going to make my neurotic self go to sleep now :D
Sweetest dreams,
Shelley X
Sunday, 3 March 2013
Friday, 1 March 2013
Feeling sleepy...
Hello,
It's well past bedtime for me, not staying on here long. I watched a period drama tonight and am left feeling hopelessly romantic and generally disappointed with the world in which we live. Logically I know they only project a romantic view. Times were hard for most people, marriages were often politically motivated and there were as many 'less than savoury characters' then as we have today... But still, I long to live in a time where manners really count, women behave with decorum and self respect and men do likewise. I'm not hankering for Mr.Darcy, just for men that don't use expletives like punctuation! (Women are not exempt from needing to clean up their act on that one either!!)
(Sigh)
See, some days I'm not going to be politically correct, I did warn you!
I'm going to bed, to dream my little utopian dreams!
Shelley X
It's well past bedtime for me, not staying on here long. I watched a period drama tonight and am left feeling hopelessly romantic and generally disappointed with the world in which we live. Logically I know they only project a romantic view. Times were hard for most people, marriages were often politically motivated and there were as many 'less than savoury characters' then as we have today... But still, I long to live in a time where manners really count, women behave with decorum and self respect and men do likewise. I'm not hankering for Mr.Darcy, just for men that don't use expletives like punctuation! (Women are not exempt from needing to clean up their act on that one either!!)
(Sigh)
See, some days I'm not going to be politically correct, I did warn you!
I'm going to bed, to dream my little utopian dreams!
Shelley X
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